For me, summer is the only time during the year where I feel like I am the all around person that I want (and frankly NEED) to be: I feel like a great mom, a great wife, a great friend and an overall healthy person. I can work late without feeling guilty, I stay home every Friday with the kids without worrying about work, I see friends and family all of the time. I love it that the kids can stay up late and sleep in - I love it that we can go boating until 9:30 at night and go swimming as the sun sets (while the kids take "showers" in the lake). When school starts, it feels like someone puts on the brakes and the stressball mom appears...you need to get to bed on time. Did you do your homework? What about lunch tomorrow - taking or hot lunch? Do you have your uniform ready...crap the laundry hasn't been done for a week!. and so on and so on and so on!
This year I have made a promise to all three kids to try to stop the pressure of time during the school year. I have made a promise that we will all communicate expectations and feelings of being overwhelmed. I just miss summer...already...and its only the first week. I love my time with these kids who are growing up way too quickly for my liking. So here they are my second grader, my fourth grader and my preschooler. They are all in school now and Jason and I are starting a new season. Even though I am sad and my heart aches for more time with them...I am so excited to watch them as they grow even more and become the person God wants them to be!
Conner...trying to act excited!
My heart broke as she left my sight...our baby! It was just Jason and me. He tried to take me to McDonald's to kill time :) I told him I would like something a little more sit down!
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